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Medics Needed

by DELETEKEY

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1.
Body Located 02:36
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His cause of death is unknown Something took him down below Final thoughts were never heard, Voice is silenced, deep below the earth Programming had gone awry, Something in him broke and died Lessons left unlearned and lost, He was found outside, covered in frost
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Arrhythmia 01:53
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FUCK IT Can't get the panic down, I'm gonna spiral all night MY HEART IS RACING Foot to the floor, full mania, throat's compressed and tight I CAN'T FUCKIN BREATHE It feels like I'm dying, wish I could peel my skin off, ALL OF IT I can't hold my phone, my bones are shaking, mind is whirling like a cyclone Turn the lights down low, and bend the knee to the god of the untold Manifestation of fear, it's a vile creature that you can't unhear, and He doesn't care what you say, or think, you're a prisoner in his domain Feel your chest tighten up, as he grips you for his fear campaign, it's all pain ahead, like Light headed, head spinning, can't fuckin focus Rapid breath, trembling hands, fear-induced psychosis With no end in sight it's a miracle that you're still with us So let's write a suicide note and make it your own magnum opus FUCK IT Can't get the panic down, I'm gonna spiral all night MY HEART IS RACING Foot to the floor, full mania, throat's compressed and tight I CAN'T FUCKIN BREATHE It feels like I'm dying, wish I could peel my skin off, ALL OF IT I can't hold my phone, my bones are shaking, mind is whirling like a cyclone FUCK IT MY HEART IS RACING I CAN'T FUCKING BREATHE
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Deadbeat Deletekey (feat. Benny Velour) 02:37
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Fuck a rock, I got a Gun Spinnin round like its the old west Boom boom, aim is shit But the bullets hit cause I'm the fuckin best I don't mind if I gotta take some time Got a mission on my mind and I'm out here tryin' to find mine You smell like bitch, denim jeans wet, soaked with piss Scared of the future, you ain't got no fuckin hope for this I'm a deadbeat, no life, futureless But I ain't beggin for help, these emotions I suppress I’ve got a fire that burns right inside me No zippo or gas is needed to light me I see the forecast, i become the lightning I’ll take you to church and take more than your tithing I put my hand up and chin down when fighting I bite my mouthpiece and swing with the timing You know who I am, on the walls there is writing I live in your head, you don’t need to invite me in Nobody is coming to save you, bitch (nobody is coming to save you) Nobody is coming to save you Living the life in the way that you wanted you’re bound to be gagged with some hatred Nobody is coming to save you I’m washing blood from my hands in the sink As you get turned away by the angels You think you're right, and you're fuckin not You may be a hero but here I'm a fucking God Don't you get it twisted, I'm the best you've ever seen Metal, EDM, and rap, deadbeat, Deletekey Nobody's coming to save you Nobody's coming to save you Nobody's coming to save you Nobody's coming to save you
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Mess 03:09
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Take a look at the sky to erase it No need for sunlight when I play dead Pictures taken and the photos are faded, Memories gone, and my suicide aided I'm a lost cause, no free will, Just moving through the timeline, chasing that next bill Don't need no love, no distractions Looking in the mirror and I hate these reflections I won't let my message go redacted, When you hear this, my decisions be enacted Take this to heart and don't forget it, Finding my will when the body's impacted I'm a mess I'm a mess Save yourself and get out 'fore the reaper man come I'm a mess I'm a mess I promise you, you don't want this, or the hell I'm from I'm sick I'm sick Go away now, watch these days end I'm disease I'm disease Don't catch what I've got, you don't want this No names, never really knew them Lived a life all alone til I found death Heavy breathing, and I can't control my own breath, You don't know my story or my life, not in-depth Sun sets and the night, it comes I see I'm fuckin bawling and there ain't no home to be No peace, no love, no changes, You can't help with shit but my funeral arrangements Take the ashes and scatter them to the winds Don't worry about mourning, that I forbid I'm at peace now, the day has ended Legs are swinging free with this body suspended I'm sick I'm sick Go away now, watch these days end I'm disease I'm disease Don't catch what I've got, you don't want this
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Unlike You. 03:00
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I'm a fuckin disgrace (just like you) I'm a man, I'm a monster, And I'll cut you too Product of my environment, No sentiment for bullshit, People are an irritant As bad as I am, I could never be as awful as you Put a bullet in the back of the head, and he's dead, Take this knife and run you through Crackin up while your face is turning blue My essence caves your walls in, Incomprehensible, malintentions I'm a bad guy, but fuck, I know it Better than you, pretending you're a prophet You wrote these words on the walls, All lies, farces, manipulations Painted over them but I can still see them, Outlines bold, pressing out, condemnin' YOU TOOK MY SOUL AND YOU CARVED IT OUT I PLEAD WITH YOU, TO YOU I WAS DEVOUT BUT YOU DIDN'T CARE, TO YOU I WAS A TOOL A WEAPON OF MALICE, PULLED OUT THE WORST IN ME AND MADE ME BLEED, I DIED FOR YOU As I write these words, my vision's distorted Megalithic proportions, Love-based contortions While I might've been cruel, and I might've been careless, You had defined true fucking menace Using me, and taking my status Ran me through this Hell that you called your palace YOU TOOK MY SOUL AND YOU CARVED IT OUT I PLEAD WITH YOU, TO YOU I WAS DEVOUT BUT YOU DIDN'T CARE, TO YOU I WAS A TOOL A WEAPON OF MALICE, PULLED OUT THE WORST IN ME AND MADE ME BLEED, I DIED FOR YOU
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Voyeur (feat. SolX) 02:20
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Simply enthralled by the siren's call, I take a peek to make sure that she hasn't forgot me An eavesdropper, a fly on the wall, A broken code that was set well before this man's fall, and I know that I won't be found, make no tracks, no trace on the ground, I'm gon' leave and I'll leave here in doubt, Crying her name with my love endowed Thought on it last night and fucked up as well, She told me thank you for moving her shell, Property management findin us fuckin and leavin without our deposit, aye And I'll never be back again I won't see you, won't hear you I knew from our last phone call that everythin fell and it was down to the cell I set my phone down and I shut up as well, facing my demons from the love to the fel You were everything and the one I know, too good to be true From when we met on the bus, I knew that you were my grace, I took a last look online, I'd never see your face, again
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Drip Fed 02:01
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Just a bit of want, desire, For you I'd crawl through the briar, I'm leaderless with no vision I'm begging for a new mission, uh Locked away, I need direction Be drip feeding me attention Just enough to keep me going Obsession possessed, it's growing Give me little bits and pieces, Your name decorates my thesis, All the reason to pursue this, No reciprocation I'm here begging for your time, For you, I'd throw away this life of mine, No reason to pretend I'm blind When your existence ties and binds I never heard back, no cap Hooked up once and now I'm on that For the reasons that I admit, I'm hungry, starving, ready to submit Keeping me just ever wondering It hurts, it's pain, it's truly suffering But when you reach out and you summon me, I'm here, I'm pleading on my fucking knees Took my breath away, You pulled me away from the fray, I found my peace, I knew my way, For you, armies I'd fuckin slay It's a shame that you don't want me, Barely giving me the time of day, I just want you to see me as I am, A man reduced to prey
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DUMB. IGNORANT. 03:21
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DYING IN THE DIRT, FINGERS SCRATCHING AT THE MUD WRITHING ON THE GROUND, SOIL SOAKED WITH YOUR BITCH BLOOD, YOU'RE DUMB, IGNORANT, WHAT DID YOU THINK WOULD HAPPEN? WASTE OF SPACE, MOUTH BREATHER, LOOK AT YOU, FLATTENED I FELL FROM THE SUN TO INFORM YOU OF YOUR EXISTENCE, WASTING SPACE, NOTHING TO DO DUMB, IGNORANT, I CAN HEAR YOU CRYING SWALLOW THE MUD, CHOKE AND SPIT, YOU'RE DYING Feelin kind so I killed you quick (kinda sorta) Had regrets but the blood runs thick, made a river Saw your posts and I found it funny (no I didn't) Thought you'd do better sinking to the icy bottom Your opinions make your personality a bother No morals to guide you, just the approval of the others Don't know what to do alone in the world without a person to tell you How to speak, how to think, how to work, now you're here alone Need somebody to guide you like arrows, Follow me, friend, we're going to the gallows DYING IN THE DIRT, FINGERS SCRATCHING AT THE MUD WRITHING ON THE GROUND, SOIL SOAKED WITH YOUR BITCH BLOOD, YOU'RE DUMB, IGNORANT, WHAT DID YOU THINK WOULD HAPPEN? WASTE OF SPACE, MOUTH BREATHER, LOOK AT YOU, FLATTENED I FELL FROM THE SUN TO INFORM YOU OF YOUR EXISTENCE, WASTING SPACE, NOTHING TO DO DUMB, IGNORANT, I CAN HEAR YOU CRYING SWALLOW THE MUD, CHOKE AND SPIT, YOU'RE DYING No mistakes I will never bend the knee Never compromise, might a be bad guy, But I adhere to my code, and the edge of a knife
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Medics Needed 03:34
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It's a question of failure, what did we do wrong? How could we have been better, we thought he was strong He was loving, caring, passionate, and loyal like a dog, But for the last several years, he's been surrounded by a fog He was going to therapy, monthly, weekly, daily Thought that it would get better, someday one day, maybe He told me he was tired, that he couldn't keep going, That his fire was dying, and his passions were slowing I didn't realize that his problems had become so huge, He didn't have many traumas, no token of abuse It was always a mystery as to why he cried, He had the money and the love, up until he died I wish I took a bigger step to get into his darkened mind, And dug a little bit harder when I asked him and he'd say he's fine I wish that I could know his thoughts before his suicide I just want to hear his voice, I'm trying, I'm crying, I'm fighting
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Body Located (Instrumental) 02:36
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Arrhythmia (Instrumental) 01:53
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Deadbeat Deletekey (Instrumental) 02:37
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Mess (Instrumental) 03:10
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Unlike You. (Instrumental) 03:00
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Voyeur (Instrumental) 02:20
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Drip Fed (Instrumental) 02:01
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DUMB. IGNORANT. (Instrumental) 03:21
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Medics Needed (Instrumental) 03:34

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"This album started as an experiment to try out a fusion of trap, metal, and EDM elements, blending them into something fresh and unique. No intentions were present about making this a concept release.

Due to events in my life at the time, this inevitably changed. Without even realizing it, this album became an externalization of the suicidal ideations I was experiencing at the time, and was effectively a suicide note. I had no intentions of pursuing anything after this album came out, and had active intentions of ending it all. The album opens with finding a body, and ends with the emotional trauma of finding said cadaver. Throughout the songs between, I touch on desire, anxiety, self-hatred, arrogance - all things that contributed to my mental decline.

However, this changed. Things began to turn around, and instead of this album being a "goodbye" letter, it became the ending of a painful chapter in my life. I can now look at this release as a death to the version of me I was, and close this chapter of my life.

Enjoy this piece of art, for it is me in my entirety."

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released March 10, 2023

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